This book is an incredible portrait of people trying to keep
going after experiencing the trauma of war that scared them in ways that are
not easily seen. The heroes of this book
are not the ones you can see that they sacrificed limb or life for. They have more subtle disabilities that you
can’t see, but that doesn’t make them any less real.
Earlier wars called it shell shock or battle fatigue, but we
have better understandings of what is happening to soldier’s brains, even if
the treatments are not easy to bring to all who need them. We haven’t gotten to everyone, and that is
one of the great tragedies of the book, which hints at the shifting focus of
leadership in the military. We may never
treat all who need it, in part to the continuing stigma of mental issues. I have to admit, while I was reading the book
I had one of those macho fantasies where I was thinking to myself that I wouldn’t
have an issue with my brain. I was too
tough. Reading about the men who faced war for multiple tours and the horrors
that have to be impossible to convey a tiny fraction of reality through print
media made me realize I wasn’t too tough.
Saying “Thank you for your service” is both a genuine sentiment – I am
glad it wasn’t me, but also hollow because we can never understand what we are
thanking them for.