Reasoning

I will not kill myself.
not kill myself.
kill myself.

I shall not kill myself.
not kill myself.
kill myself.
I should not kill myself.
not kill myself.
kill myself.

It is a bad idea to kill myself.
not kill myself.
kill myself.

It is an absurd thought
to even think,
think,
about killing myself,
killing myself.

The shadow of a possibility,
the shadow of a possibility,
that there is a god,
there is a God,
and suicide is a mortal sin,
a sin. Prevents me from believing that

I might kill myself.